A Walk Through the Dark


It’s there Always following Always chasing Those mistakes The ones that haunt my dreams That chase me down And make me relive the darkness. Is there an escape From the past and the mistakes That I have made? Or am I already condemned? Forever alone Forever lost The smiles I feel Shatter piece by piece And I try to grasp them back Try to put them together Try to force the darkness to stay at bay But with each peek behind my shoulder I see them form a being A being of darkness Who bleeds from her arms Who is … Continue reading A Walk Through the Dark

Ewok companion comes to Star Wars: The Old Republic


By: Martin Gaston Star Wars: The Old Republic  will be adding an Ewok companion in the 2.3 patch, MMO site Dulfy  (via Rock Paper Shotgun ) reports. The Ewok companion–called Treek–can be unlocked for the price of one million credits once a character is at Legacy level 40, reports Dulfy. Treek uses heavy armour and Aim is her primary stat. She features both heal and tank stances. Once the 2.3 patch is released on the main Star Wars: The Old Republic servers, players will be able to purchase Treek froma droid merchant in the Cartel Bazaar. Source: GameSpot Continue reading Ewok companion comes to Star Wars: The Old Republic

Falling Darkness ©


Falling… Falling… Falling down And then my heart beats And then it stops And I’m no longer falling But floating in darkness My screams echo through the air My hair wraps and tangles Intertwining with my fingers And I pull I scream In the darkness Of my soul. Falling for so long I forgot who I was I forgot what Made my heart beat. There was something once A light in the sky When I was alive. I’m lost Have lost myself Have lost something Something that made my heart beat and ache Made my skin tingle and burn Made … Continue reading Falling Darkness ©

Longings ©


A kiss A touch A love A life Holding me Whispering into my hair Telling me you love me Do you? I can’t grasp it The tangiability Of your emotions I can’t grasp I want to Want to hold you tight Have you hold me Move your hands up my back Tell me you love me Truths Love Romance Lies Façade An arced back A hot room Your touch on my skin Your lips on my neck My hands on your neck A racing heart A meaningful look What do they mean for you? Sometimes I want to whisper Sweet … Continue reading Longings ©

A Realm of Being ©


Arms wide open She flies and spins Happy Promises Touch Love Longing Lies Betrayal Trust She flies and runs Into the rain Into the wind A girl who’s broken Yet whole Happy Sad A girl in control A girl who loves Who cares’ A girl who’s skin tingles When the rain touches her skin Who’s world lights up As the moonlight fills her Soul Mind What she is Is Wind and Rain Hope and Despair Love and Lust They make her They keep her safe Alive Disconnected from others Connected to the non-human But the glass wall around her breaks … Continue reading A Realm of Being ©

Torn in Two©


There are two I can’t let one go And be with the other And yet with both I find myself drawn But I can’t have both And I can’t lose both. Knees buckle Both stare at me And I can’t I can’t figure it out Figure them out. Which one is good And which one is bad. I don’t know Which one is The Big Bad Wolf And which one is My Knight in Shining Armor. I know that one Claims to truly love me And I know the other Truly cares about me But my heart is Torn in … Continue reading Torn in Two©

Forgotten and Blown Away©


I scream and shout But no one hears me Am I a ghost? Am I dead? I feel cold But I feel warm My cheeks They fill with color. My heart beats I feel it. One Two Three On and on It goes And yet No one around me Seems to see me I am forgotten All alone When did I become So transparent? When was I forgotten? The world goes on Like I’m not there. So I’m alone My skin flaking As I trudge Through the snow. The wind rips of my skin Tear it off the bone. My … Continue reading Forgotten and Blown Away©

Skin Deep©


It cracked and fractured Inch by inch At first there was nothing All was smooth and glossy But the reflection that greeted her Was darkening The eyes turned black Then red inched in Looking up She was starting to forget Forget who she was Forget what once was. Her beauty was stone Paling in the night. It was dark beauty That made her forget Made her forget What made her human. And now the glass was breaking The crack growing thicker Every sun rise. First at the corner Then seeping along the sides Then expanding across the surface Fracturing… Revealing… … Continue reading Skin Deep©

Once Upon a Time©


Once upon a time There was a girl Who tried to soar But you wings were too heavy And weighed her down And every time she lifted them A tear would fall A hit the ground she was rooted on Once upon a time There was a girl Who tried to skip across a lake But every time she place her A top the clear blue water Her foot would sink And the mud would cover her Once upon a time There was a girl Who tried to sing And let her voice be heard But every time Her mouth … Continue reading Once Upon a Time©

Whispers from Halloween©


Ghost from the past Whisper in the night A girl thought dead Rises in the dark mist Brought on by night. She took her life One Halloween So long ago Her eyes were green Fresh like leaves in spring And her heels clicked on the ground As she passed the trick-or-treaters. Her loves face Had been the last she had seen Waving BYE BYE Like she had been seen. Had he seen her At least once in her life? Before had she fallen to her death. Her costume hung in shreds around her body Had no one bothered to come … Continue reading Whispers from Halloween©